Monthly Archives: January 2011

I WISH SOMEDAY I COULD LIVE IN MEDAN AGAIN

Hmm,, what about you? For me, the most comfortable place to live is in my home, with my parents and my sisters beside me. It felt something different when i still lived with my family. It’s so comfortable and beyond my words. Even it beats the fifth star hotel full with its great facilities. When i am with my mom, my dad, and my sisters, i’m always happy. Mom can always cheer me up, and she can wrap my face with a pearly smile.

Actually, since i was 17, i had moved to Bandung and lived separately from my beloved parents. But, the time can’t change my feeling, and the time can’t decrease my sadness of living far away from my beloved. Until now, everytime i get homesick and i wanna feel homey, i still cry for missing them. Maybe you believe or you don’t believe (yes, it’s up to you), everytime i go home to Medan, and if there’s a time when i have to back to this J-Town, i always cry in the plane. I just can’t resist my tears fall down from my eyes everytime i hug and kiss mom, dad, and sisters, and say BYE BYE MEDAN, SEE YOU NEXT TIME. My family is the best. Lucky me having a caring mom and dad. Love you too much ma, pa. Every Ramadhan month comes, i still cry too. I always miss the moments of Ramadhan months with my family. I miss the fast-breakingwith my family, i miss the sahur, i miss the tarawih night with them too.

Ahhh, my dear God, i do hate this cranky Jakarta. Can i move from here? I wish someday i could. How i miss my childhood when i still lived with my parents, my sisters, without thinking any trouble problems, without even thinking about the job which i dislike. God, please turn back the time. If i could, i want to go back to my past when i still lived in Medan.

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THIS YEAR: INSYA ALLAH, NEW LIFE NEW BEGINNING, MUCH BETTER AND MUCH HAPPIER

Hi there! It’s been a long time since i don’t write in here. Hi you, happy belated new year ya. Forgive me for being late to say a happy new year. Seriously, it takes a very good mood to write. And since that, i didn’t get the mood to write. Lately, i’ve been busy of preparing my wedding. Thus, i have some problem with my face. Yes, this fucking acne came to me at December. Doctor said that it’s because of my hormones, and i’ve been in stress period because i’m getting married. So, i’ve been trying so hard to return my smooth and flawless face. I do treatments to shoo this acne scar, and you know what the treatments totally rob my money (ga tau apa tabungan udah mulai menipis, mosok mau ditipisin lg). The treatments are totally so damn expensive! But, it doesn’t matter, insya Allah worth it ya. Aamiin.

This year, 2011, is special for me, because this year i’m getting married insya Allah. What i feel now, is i feel more relax, and i’m not stress anymore. Yah, whatever will be, will be lah. Insya Allah, our marriage’s life is much more beautiful than our wedding party. Aamiin. Insya Allah this year, i’m gonna beginning the new life, hopefully much happier. Aamiin. Have a great year, people!


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