I’m missing home

 

The picture above is my home. Home for me always be the most comfortable place. Wherever i am, i always miss my home. The home where i grew, the home where i studied, the home where i smiled, thwe home where i laughed, the home where i cried, the home where i slept, the home where i spent a part of my life time, the home where always be the best escape place from a thousand problems, the home that always gives me lots of peaceful, joy, happiness.

I’m missing home. I’m missing home. I miss spending time at home. Teardrops keep falling on my eyes everytime i’m homesick, i’m missing home. No place beats my home. I can do everything at my home. There’re mom, dad, my sisters. There’s mom who hold me tight when i have many problems, my sisters who always make me smile, laugh and even cry. But this feeling i only can get at my home.

my piano

Being at home is charging my very very low energy’s battery. I wanna feel homey. After almost 5 years i’ve not lived at my home, but it’s not decreasing my homesick. My piano must miss my touch, my dancing fingers on it. I miss my bedroom. I miss the whole parts of my home. Ahhh,, i’m missing home mom. Let me go home. I wanna home.

Romantic purple, my most romantic song ever!

I don’t know why since the first time i listened to this song, i felt peaceful and i was at clarify, purity, stillness. I imagined a lot of  romance asif i with my beloved one were in the peaceful beautiful lonely beach on our honeymoon, so romantic that’s the main point suitable with its title. Since that i declared to myself oneday if we get married so Romantic Purple is gonna be the soundtrack of our honeymoon. Yes, that’s Romantic purple which is my most romantic song ever. Listening to Romantic Purple gives me a lot of romance, and a lot of love.

Romantic Purple by Homogenic was my first listening. Actually the original Romantic purple’s played by The Milo. But then Homogenic replayed it with their own music’s style. Romantic purple by homogenic is as good as romantic purple by the milo. I myself love both of them. Cause still the lyrics and the music made me fell in love with it. And for me myself, Romantic purple is still my most romantic song ever and soon it’s gonna be our honeymoon soundtrack for sure.

The uniqueness of being indecisive

If you ask my close friends what is my special characteristic, i guess that they might say that i am so indecisive. I myself don’t even know why i have this characteristic, where i get. Do i get this characteristic from my parents? or Do i get this “indecisive” characteristic because i am such a libra girl? It can be identified because from some horoscopes about Libra characteristic, they almost said the same, that every libra is pernickety, perfectionist, and  finally they become indecisive.

But one day, one of my bestfriend named QQ ever said to me when we were at the mini market, “ Ochie, you are so indecisive for the unimportant things like choosing what chocolates, snacks, and et cetera to be bought, but for the principle things, you are not indecisive at all. “. Yes, i think she’s right. I agree with her statement. I can be indecisive for choosing the unimportant things, but for the important things i am not indecisive.

When i am at supermarket for shopping, i usually take a lot of time for choosing-choosing. Choosing the fruits, snacks, soaps, etc to be bought. And then, mas wildan always protests to me. Hahaha. Even i don’t know why i am so indecisive like that. But for the important and principle things, i’m not indecisive at all. Like choosing the best occupation for me, and when i was at my searching time for a husband want to be ( before i met you Mas ) , i was not indecisive. I know who’s the best one for me and i knew what kind of guys for being avoided. And now, insya Allah i finally found someone the best for being my hubby (Aamiin). That’s you Mas. I don’t wanna waste my time for unsure something or unsure someone. Because besides Allah, there’s only me who know what is the best for me. I don’t know why i get this special characteristic, and i don’t even know how can i rescue it. It’s still be a mystery. hahaha

But  I am what i am. I’m with my strength, and also my weakness. And the important one is i am so happy for being what i am.

Come on Indonesia, barge ahead!!!

Indonesia, could you be a developed country? I’m as Indonesian Citizen feel so sad for seeing my country. Indonesia is actually a very rich country. Indonesia has all in once. From agricultural produce, plantation, mining, oil and gas, marine resources, and all natural resources. Nothing Indonesia doesn’t have. But where are all the natural resources? are they used for Indonesian citizen welfare? or what are they used for? When i had my vacation to Malaysia, i did compared my country Indonesia and our nearest-neighbouring country Malaysia. Malaysia is growing rapidly. It has a huge improvement for their country. If we see from its region, Malaysia is much smaller than Indonesia. I think The Sumatera Island which is a part of Indonesia, is still bigger than Malaysia. But we can’t deny that Malaysia is advanced comparing with Indonesia. Malaysia has a central government which is separated from its capital, Kuala Lumpur. Its central government located in Putra Jaya. In its central government called Putra Jaya, all the ministries, government departments, and head of state are located. All the government employees work on there. And every government employees has a great facilities. Like house for living, the transportation, and etc. Putra Jaya is designed very adorable. Clean, neat and orderly. The Malaysian government takes care alot of their citizen. You know what,  every Malaysian fisherman is paid RM.600 each month. Our currency, Rupiah Indonesia is so worthless in other country. Our rupiah costs so low. Whereas Malaysia is not as rich as Indonesia. Malaysia doesn’t has as big natural resources as Indonesia has. But the most important one which differentiates Indonesia with Malaysia, is the quality of the human resources. Not of the intelligence’s of human resources. Because as i know every Indonesian has a brilliant intelligence. This is for sure. Not just an oppinion. The morality of human resources does differentiates us from Malaysia. The Malaysian doesn’t do corruption, collution, and nepotism. I think it all because the salary of Indonesian is so low. For example for labors which their salary is almost below the minimum wage relative. The Indonesian government doesn’t give the adequate facilities and salary for their employees. The Malaysian government gives great and adequate facilities and salary for their employees. The solution of this problem actually is the awareness of every people. If every Indonesian has an awareness to improve our beloved country, so automatically our country are going to grow rapidly and soon become a developed country, not as a developing country anymore. So they all can’t be under estimate to us anymore. Because we are the big, rich and developed country.

Here take a look how Putra Jaya is, the government city of Malaysia:

Putra Jaya

Putra Jaya

putra jaya

Come on Indonesia, barge ahead. What are you waiting for? Indonesia, we have so many natural resources to be used for our welfare. Come on Indonesia, be a developed country. I love you always my beloved Indonesia.

The Art of Cooking

Cooking??! not a whole women love cooking. But i am as a woman, i do love cooking! As i was 13 years old, i often cooked a chocolate muffin. At my first time cooked, my mother was surprised at that time, i cooked chocolate muffin perfectly and deliciously. Chocolate muffin was my favourite cook at that time, because my grandpa did loved my muffin.

Since i had moved to Bandung, i seldom cooked cake, or muffin. But my hobby of cooking was not decreased. I often cooked for main course, not for dessert again. It was because i always addict to Medan’s food, couldn’t find the Medan’s food with the really same tastes in Bandung. So, i did cooked. It was fun. For example, i’ve ever cooked Roti Jala with Kare Ayam. At that time, i really really wanted ate roti jala with kare ayam. And then, finally i cooked. I shared my cooking Roti jala and kare ayam, with Mas Wildan, and my house mates. You must asked me, how did it taste? It seriously that they all addicted to my cooking roti jala and kare ayam. You could ask directly to them. They battened on. And even they ask me whether they could eat more Roti jala and kare ayam. The Kare ayam i made was spicy, delicious, high seasoned, and savory. It all no doubt why they loved it. hehehe

There are more food i ever cooked. Like Balado daging, sayur lodeh, sayur asem, ayam goreng, bihun goreng, nasi goreng, capcay, balado ikan, balado teri medan&kacang tanah, terong & teri cabe ijo (like in Restoran Sederhana), sup ayam, kare ayam, roti jala, perkedel jagung, cake, black forest, muffin, kue ongol-ongol, and soooo many more. Even i could not remember it one by one, hahaha. The most important one is i’ve never used a FLAVOR SEASONING which contains MONOSODIUM GLUTAMAT (MSG) which means it all so dangerous for our health. I just use salt and a little sugar as seasoning, and of course i use rich of seasoning like onion, garlic, and et cetera, for a delicious cooking. That’s why i prefer cook by myself if i have plenty of time.

Why i love cooking? i think it’s a talent derives from my dad’s family. I can feel the art of cooking. I can feel the soul of cooking. My grandma from my dad used to love cooking. She cooked everything. And she used to share her cooking food with the children, From Appetizer, main course till dessert. Although she had passed away, but her cooking talent comes on me. So my cooking talent comes from my dad’s family, but my music talent comes from my mom’s family. That’s perfect.